I realize that I sort of left everyone hanging with the news of more tests for Peyton.
I am a bad bad person. Sorry about that.
But it’s been hard to talk about where this round of tests leave me emotionally.
Peyton had her opthamologist appointment last week….we were at the hospital for hours, testing this, dilating that, checking those…seriously, I’d take a pap smear over my child’s appointments any day of the week.
And it all came back good. Eyes are perfectly clear and everything is as it should be.
That should probably make me feel good, but, in all honesty, glasses would have been a welcome answer to the questions bouncing around my brain.
Glasses are tangible.
Glasses would explain the headaches.
Glasses would be something NOT BAD.
However, because the eye tests were all good, we move to the next phase in the search for nothing. CT scan. Where we look at the brain and hope to see exactly what’s supposed to be there….
nothing but brain.