can you tell the difference in something by its sound?

SNAP!

That sound can be good or bad.

Panics sets in because I can’t see what happened.

But I heard the sound.

The very loud sound.

SNAP!

My mouth said it, and I wasn’t sure why.

I felt around my mouth with my good hand and …something felt different.

With things the way they were I had to choose between sitting there touching my face and going somewhere there might be a mirror to see if something was really wrong.

I had to know what had happened.

Broken, was all I could think.

SNAP!

They went hand-in-hand.  That sound and that end result.  SNAP and BROKEN.

I was scared.

There was no pain.

Nothing felt broken, but that didn’t mean anything.

I kept feeling my face.

Then I finally got to my husband.  I explained the sound and he looked at me carefully.

“Let me get the mirror.”

He left.  I sat in panic.

What would I see?  Was it broken?  Was it out of whack?

He returned and I looked.

And looked. And I looked.

I.LOOKED.PEOPLE.

Somewhere in my mouth a muscle loosened and it SNAPPED and my jaw went back into place. My face is still crooked and the left side of my face isn’t right. But my mouth opens much wider and more comfortably now.

It isn’t perfect by any means but I rejoiced that small triumph!!

Victory can come with a sound.

SNAP!

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42 Responses to can you tell the difference in something by its sound?

  1. LocoYaYa July 24, 2010 at 4:21 PM #

    WOO HOO!!! snap was good.

    because really. we need mouths. for things like talking. and we all know how important that is.

    sheesh.

    yay for you!!!

    snap was very good.

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  2. Wanda July 21, 2010 at 12:27 PM #

    Yay Anissa!!! That is awesome!!

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  3. Anita Turner July 20, 2010 at 11:30 PM #

    Wow, that is great! A terrible sound for a positive result! Yay for you!

  4. domestic extraordinaire July 20, 2010 at 2:05 PM #

    okay I have to admit that when you started that post my stomach got all sickly feeling wondering who broke what.

    i am glad that your jaw is better and I am sooooo happy for you!

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  5. angela July 20, 2010 at 8:40 AM #

    This is very good news! Now you can eat more easily.

  6. Melinda July 19, 2010 at 11:48 PM #

    YAY!!!! This is wonderful! You know we’d love you no matter what your face was like, but I am so happy because I know it is something you wanted and will make you feel so much better. *smoochies and hugs*

  7. pam July 19, 2010 at 8:19 PM #

    Dude snap on! Yay you!!!

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  8. Susie July 19, 2010 at 8:13 PM #

    Oh, snap! You had me worried at the beginning of the story, but “snap” turned out to be healing! Jeez, was I relieved. Keep on rockin’, Anissa!

  9. muskrat July 19, 2010 at 7:44 PM #

    I made a sound, too! Unfortunately, I don’t control my bowels well when excited.

  10. Rebecca (Ramblings by Reba) July 19, 2010 at 6:48 PM #

    Hooray!

  11. Maggie, dammit July 19, 2010 at 6:12 PM #

    I just made a sound of my own. It was a big huge enormous WOOOHOOOO!

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    • Anissa July 19, 2010 at 8:55 PM #

      Oh, sorry, couldn’t hear you.

      Too much noise with all the whooping it up going on over here.

  12. Sunnie in NC July 19, 2010 at 5:55 PM #

    So happy to hear you have snapped….and in a good way!!!
    Snap on Anissa…..!!!!
    Sunnie in NC

  13. Jen Guarino July 19, 2010 at 3:30 PM #

    That pretty much rocks! So very happy for you!

    • Lawanda July 16, 2012 at 1:53 AM #

      What a pleasure to find someone who thikns through the issues

  14. Elizabeth Kaylene July 19, 2010 at 1:13 PM #

    So glad it was something good! Here’s to advancement!

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  15. Stimey July 19, 2010 at 1:08 PM #

    Wow! Way cool! But how totally disorienting. Hooray for quick advances though!!

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    • Anissa July 19, 2010 at 8:52 PM #

      It definitely was disconcerting, but it worked out a way I can handle!

  16. ingrid July 19, 2010 at 12:20 PM #

    how wonderful. :)

  17. Tania July 19, 2010 at 11:45 AM #

    Amazing news.

  18. Adventures In Babywearing July 19, 2010 at 10:47 AM #

    Ahhhhh!!!!!

    Steph

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  19. Erin July 19, 2010 at 9:44 AM #

    Oh SNAAAAP! (ha. literally!)

    That’s awesome!! Another strike to put in the Anissa column! Pretty soon we’re gonna need another piece of paper to mark down all of your accomplishments because dude – you’re on FIRE!!

    This stroke is SO going doooooooooown!

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  20. Michelle @ Mommy Loves Stilettos July 19, 2010 at 9:22 AM #

    That is great news Anissa!!! :)

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  21. kara July 19, 2010 at 9:04 AM #

    so glad your snap was a good one. Xoxo.

  22. Audrey Binkowski July 19, 2010 at 8:54 AM #

    The last time I heard SNAP!, it was the sound of Peanut shooting himself in the hand with his Epi-pen. Glad to hear your snap was the sound of progress. So happy for you, and so amazed by how far you’ve already come.

    • Anissa July 19, 2010 at 8:50 PM #

      I like that kids’ style.

  23. Janet Isserlis July 19, 2010 at 7:37 AM #

    yay!

  24. Melisa with one S July 19, 2010 at 7:15 AM #

    Wow! That’s great!

    Snaps to you! haha

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  25. Desera July 19, 2010 at 6:29 AM #

    I love the snap! Good for you!

  26. Kelley @ Magnetoboldtoo July 19, 2010 at 2:30 AM #

    HUZZAH! And FIST BUMP!

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    • Anissa July 19, 2010 at 8:48 PM #

      Fistbump to you too!

  27. Alicia July 19, 2010 at 2:06 AM #

    WOOHOO!!!! When I shattered my jaw 13 years ago, I experienced a much similar thing during recovery. About 6 months after the wires were gone and I could eat again, there was this loud POP! and suddenly, I could open my mouth a lot wider and more comfortably at that! 2 weeks later, I got feeling back in my lip (the nerve had been severed in the break).

    I will continue to pray for you and hope you get many more victorious sounds!

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  28. Traci July 19, 2010 at 1:28 AM #

    AWESOME! :D
    You are slowly snapping back!
    That is cool.

  29. Ali @PickleSugarPlum July 19, 2010 at 1:09 AM #

    OMG! As I started reading, my heart began to RACE! I was so relieved and happy when I saw what you found had caused the sound! Joy rushed in to replace the fear, and my heart fluttered with happiness! HUGS! And thank you for sharing your good news! :)

  30. Kristin July 19, 2010 at 12:35 AM #

    OMG, how incredibly wonderful. I am so happy for you. And, like Deb Rox said, I hope Snap’s pals, Crackle and Pop, follow soon with more good news.

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  31. Sunny July 19, 2010 at 12:08 AM #

    WOOHOO!! I’m so excited for you! Yay for progress! Even the loud SNAPPY kind!

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    • Anissa July 19, 2010 at 8:47 PM #

      I’ll take any kind of progress, even the loud kind, as long as I know what it is!

  32. Angie [A Whole Lot of Nothing] July 18, 2010 at 11:52 PM #

    Did it start with an “awwwwwww…” and a ghetto hand-whip?

    awesome.

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  33. Paperclippe July 18, 2010 at 11:49 PM #

    That’s amazing!

    I had a similar thing happen to me after I’d severely sprained my ankle after falling off of a sidewalk (1. I know, talk about a minor injury, especially compared to what you’ve been through 2. I did indeed fall off of a sidewalk. Go me). It was swollen for nearly 6 months after the incident, and then one day, it made a horrible, disgusting cracking noise…

    And felt amazing. It’s not bothered me since. Aren’t our bodies weird?

    But again, congratulations! Progress! Yay! I hope for many more (positive) snaps in the future!

  34. Melissa Wardy July 18, 2010 at 11:48 PM #

    Aw, snap! You go, Anissa! Rejoice in every victory because no victory is a small one when you are working on taking your life back.

  35. Deb Rox July 18, 2010 at 11:47 PM #

    Beautiful! You know Snap doesn’t travel alone. Crackle and Pop healings are soon to follow. xxoxo

    • Anissa July 19, 2010 at 8:45 PM #

      If not, I at least get one heck of a bowl of cereal…nom nom

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