leaping over and over

Sometimes you forget how long you were gone.

Then you find music is no longer popular.  Shows you were watching were canceled. Things that used to be are no more.

In ways it can be really good.

REALLY good.

In others, you can just feel left behind.

Your kids, the mortgage, life.

It all goes on.

Maybe not the same, but it goes.

And it never goes back.

It’s not supposed to.

Then you’re here. Trying to figure where to jump in. Jumping into a world that’s not the same.  That you don’t know.

Jump.  Jump.  Jump.

Nine falls for every ten times you leap.

Oh.  But that one time you land.

Glorious.

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21 Responses to leaping over and over

  1. Dumblond August 22, 2010 at 1:32 PM #

    Whoa.
    Those last three lines…magnificent.
    And you don’t hear the word “glorious” in everyday conversation…that should be addressed.

    • Anissa Mayhew August 22, 2010 at 3:14 PM #

      LOL! I’ll make sure to send a memo.

  2. susannah/DaisyPantalones August 21, 2010 at 9:55 PM #

    You are truly an inspiration. Thank you. :)

    susannah/DaisyPantalones´s last post…Tears and Butterflies

  3. emma August 21, 2010 at 6:09 PM #

    Stunning! Keep taking those leaps. Flying truly is glorious.

    emma´s last post…Whirl Wind Days

  4. Karen MEG August 21, 2010 at 12:26 PM #

    Gorgeousness, Anissa.

  5. Another Hot Mess August 21, 2010 at 10:34 AM #

    Your writing is perfection. It is beautiful, strong and amazing, just like you, my friend. Much love and never ending hope.

    Another Hot Mess´s last post…I Go Down A Lot

  6. Elizabeth August 21, 2010 at 7:57 AM #

    Great Post Anissa! Here’s too MANY glorious landings in your future!

    Elizabeth´s last post…Friday Follow

  7. Janice (5 Minutes for Mom) August 21, 2010 at 3:14 AM #

    PS – I hope you don’t mind me joking around. I was thinking serious thoughts too – but I wanted to make you smile! :)

    Janice (5 Minutes for Mom)´s last post…Nanny McPhee Returns — a Family Film- not a Kids’ Movie

  8. Janice (5 Minutes for Mom) August 21, 2010 at 3:12 AM #

    YA – BUT you got all those fabulous Glee episodes, piling up waiting for you to watch all.in.a.row. I mean, somethings really worked out for you. ;)

    HUGS (and you are poetry)

    Janice (5 Minutes for Mom)´s last post…Nanny McPhee Returns — a Family Film- not a Kids’ Movie

  9. laurie August 21, 2010 at 12:35 AM #

    Your prose is poetry. Beautiful.

  10. Shannan August 21, 2010 at 12:23 AM #

    Love. This.

    I wish I could back up the world for you, so you wouldn’t have missed a minute.

    Shannan´s last post…Welcome to Fill The Backpack

  11. Midwest Mommy August 21, 2010 at 12:07 AM #

    Great post.

    • Anissa Mayhew August 22, 2010 at 3:10 PM #

      thank you!

  12. Tug August 20, 2010 at 11:55 PM #

    Thank GOD that you are back, whether to fall or leap – you are truly an inspiration, each and every day!!

    Tug´s last post…Fun with Glo Sticks

  13. mommabird2345 August 20, 2010 at 11:33 PM #

    LOVE this!!!

    • Anissa Mayhew August 22, 2010 at 3:06 PM #

      LOVE to you!

  14. Alicia August 20, 2010 at 11:17 PM #

    And this post…Glorious!

    Alicia´s last post…Have you see my mask today

  15. Nadine The Minx August 20, 2010 at 10:55 PM #

    This entry, Anissa, has made it into my “Great Posts to Save” folder. I really, really, needed to hear what you said– and I will remember the glorious landings, not bashing myself for the stumblings (whether they’re emotional, physical, spiritual,anything really).
    I hope to meet you, Peter and your family one day; so that I can Thank You in person.
    Much Love from The Minx

    • Anissa Mayhew August 22, 2010 at 3:05 PM #

      I hope you remember that landing one time makes all the falls fade away.

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