the bags are in the closet…for now

I can never forget what it feels like,

I forgot how a thought can steal your breath away.

I forgot what shower tiles look like through a cloud of tears.

I forgot the strength it takes to pick up your phone when you’ve seen who it is.

The doctor made a call that took me right back in time.

Before strokes. Gergia. Writibg. Baldness. Sickness.

I went there.

I packed my bags and went there.

I went there and took pictures.

THERE had freakin’ map.

Then i got the call.

Everything was OK.

I came back from there.

I put the bags away in the closet. I didn’t unpack them. I may not for a while.

I forgot how fast i can remember.

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9 Responses to the bags are in the closet…for now

  1. Martina Dotson December 29, 2010 at 3:45 AM #

    I am so thankful that everything is okay. ((hugs)) Love you lots lady.

  2. Debi Huss December 24, 2010 at 12:46 AM #

    keep writing my dear girl, you are beautiful

  3. domestic extraordinaire December 21, 2010 at 8:49 AM #

    I am so thankful that everything is okay.

    ((hugs)) Love you lots lady.

    domestic extraordinaire´s last post…This Year

  4. What-I-Found December 21, 2010 at 2:22 AM #

    And told so well…we could all feel it too.

  5. IzzyMom December 21, 2010 at 12:31 AM #

    I’m so glad everything is okay. Y’all have been through enough for ten lifetimes.

    But I feel certain of one thing…2011 is going to be your year, babe. I just know it.

    IzzyMom´s last post…Not Smarter Than a Kindergartener

  6. NadinetheMinx December 21, 2010 at 12:10 AM #

    Yikes! I could just feel that cold hand grabbing your tummy right along with you. The five-year count down continues, for your family and those who have grown to love you and your family. People that I’ve never physically met, but hope to someday, especially your kids!
    Much Love from the Minx
    P.S. Huzzah for GOOD NEWS from the doctor!!!

  7. mommabird2345 December 21, 2010 at 12:09 AM #

    I’m glad you had good news. *HUGS*

  8. Kim December 20, 2010 at 11:59 PM #

    Love you. So glad she is ok.

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