you deserve it

April 5, 2012

A friend said you can never attain perfect. You shouldn’t even try.

Be whole. Be complete. Be in great shape for the shape you’re in.

It took a lot of tearing down walls and getting past surface highs to find the deep-down bone happiness.

I deserve that.

And it’s something I find sharing with my kids and loved ones returns the happiness exponentially.

I may not have gone through the happiest experiences. You might look at the wheelchair and handicaps and wonder how it can be true.

But it is.

I’m happy.

I may have certain things in my life that are less satisfying. Those are often beyond my control and understanding.

But I can’t let those things keep me from finding and keeping that makes me WHOLE.

I stop letting those things get between me and the happy.

I deserve that.

We all do.